i think it's been real long since the last time i go online and write something in this record of the epitome... actually apart from having problem with internet connection, i also have problem in other area... nevermind it but looking at who i was... i am actually someone who thinks a lot... and then i write it out to see how other's thinking about it... but now although i still think about a lot of weird things, i don't really write it... i just simply have a few peeps to discuss it now hehe... this maybe one of the reason the blog is getting deserted...
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come to look at it again... this blog is surely full of thoughts i have for about two years... but come to the think of it, those were times when i don't really enjoy myself much... i think i was heartbroken, sad, depressed and all those negative things that you can think of surround me... but now, i think i am much more a happy man than i was before.. though those memories i have before is still precious for me and i hardly want to move on because of those, i think i have to make myself clear by just saying, "I DON'T WANT THAT LIFE AGAIN!!" =D and i'm thinking of having a new blog... a more cheerful n happy kind of blog... i think i'll have that after i get a more stable it connection hehe =D see u next time then...