let go... let go... let go... maybe im just the kind that can't let go of my past.. im sort of trying to blend in with peeps around me... my current life.. but then i guess whenever i remembered about the past.. i can't just stop thinking how good it was... how fun it was... and everything... even as i listen to the song "Houki Boshi" (a song from an anime called Bleach... and it was on episode 40th something of Bleach... and the anime reached its 200th episode recently..).. ok back to the topic.. as i listen to the song i could still remember early morning in NUSH Hostel.. me.. eating sandwich that i made myself filled with tuna pasta and microwaved it while serving hazelnut flavoured (actually its just the smell.. the aroma..) coffee... sitting in the pantry while preparing my sketch note.. and started drawing... darn.. i could still smell the fresh morning dew from the grass... and after that i walked out of the pantry and went to the lift.. moved down and went to the canteen.. sit on the electric piano.. (clavinova or something like that) and played a little while.. and move back upstairs watched the sun rising.. it was a real memorable morning.. wished my morning is always that way.. maybe i should start doing more memorable things here so that i can enjoy good things here and now.. and i wonder if anyone in my present life would ever read this post haha... i really hope that i can change these past-tensed sentences into its present-tense form and really mean it...